loss

i'm losing him..him..not my bf but one of my besties
we quite close before, but things changed, we shared our problem, he give me his ears when i need sumone to listen to me, give any advice to me, encouraged me, wish me luck when i have test, ask me to take care when i'm alone..but, now i can't get it anymore. we have our own life..if u're not the one who changed, maybe i'm.. but, it doesn't mean that i forgot u..u will always be my bestfriend and u always do. i hope u feel da same way as i am. u still can tell me anything, u still my friend..remember that, and it is sick to lose a great friend like u..

p/s: tomorrow i have test..wish me luck k?

aku malas

mlm ni ase stress sgt..aru aku sedar rupa nya sgt la byk assignment kena wat, test berlambak2, tu x termasuk kuiz, mkn, tido..eh..dlm kesibukan kan 2, sempat lagi aku ber blog..hehe..esk mybe ade presentation, aku mls , mls nak wat sume..kalau bole nak kahwin je,duk umah,jage anak ngm laki..(wah gatal nampak)haha..kalau lah daddy bce ni, free je kena cepuk ngm dia ni..asyik mengatal je anak dia ni..hehe

esk dah monday..xpuas nye weekend ni,ase cm 2 jam je...aku pun xtaw pe aku buat for the whole weekend ni..bz sgt...bz ngm wt ni

ignore pic yg terselit kt hujung tu

wah..sgt color ful kn?kalau jual bpe agak nye bole dpt ni eh?hehe..eh, ade ke org nak beli ni?anyone?

p/s:esk pose nak?

tenang lah hati~

tiba2 je mlm ni rasa rindu sgt kat dia..dah lama xjpe..da lebih sebulan,tp apa kan daya sorang dk kt timur..aku kat london....eh.,jauh 2...entry ni bukan nye nak bertema jiwang..tp kalau ada sape2 terasa jiwang, sila kan muntah k?haha...pernah x korang rasa rindu sampai korang nak nangis, nak mandi pn teringat, nak mkn pn teringat?p aku xde la mcm 2,lau teringat,mkn smpai 2 pinggan,mandi lame2...sekarang ni aku xde mood nak tulis entry pjg2..lagipun bkn nye ade org baca, ye la kan aku ni bukan nye penting sgt,bkn nye ade org igt (nada merajuk)

mlm ni ade earth hour...so, aku n rumate sepakat tutup lampu..hehe..go green..act, post ni di edit balik,mse earth hour td 2,byk sgt benda berlaku..which i can't mention here...setiap relationship 2,mesti ade byk pergorbanan kan? but, nape pergorbanan 2,sgt la menyakitkan,kdg2 2 xsggup nak hadapi sume dugaan 2...org cakap,lagikan lidah dan gigi boleh tergigit, inikan pula suami isteri,pakwe makwe,adik beradik,kwn2...tp mase tergigit 2,sgt la menyakitkan,kdg2 sampai berdarah...tp sebenar nye lepas tergigit 2,kita jd more careful, lebih rapat cuz kita dah sedar ape yg salah n ape yg baik...tp,utk lupa kan sume nye 2 xmudah...mase sakit.berdarah, ianya sgt la memberi kesan dlm ati,sanubari...sebab 2,think b4 talk,act...sbb kita xsedar mungkin ade org yg terasa ngm kita..kita mungkin dah cuba beri yg terbaik,tp xsume org appreciate it...bila dah terlalu syg kn sumone, kita jd cpt emo ngm kata2 dia, perbuatan dia...dat's the weakness of in love person, we can stand if our love one in trouble..:(

xtaw kenapa mlm ni jd sgt emosi, mungkin terlalu byk tgk valentine's day, skali skala kena tgk spongebob ;)

p/s: to you, i'm sorry for all my words...i didn't mean 2 hurt u...n i always luv u

~ape kes~

nape entry tajuk cm2?hehe..saje je teringat kat kwn aku sorg 2...not really close,but we were friends since kids..hehe,go to same kindegarten, primary school, secondary school,dia pn k uitm gak..but,kt machang...aku pn bkn nye nak ngutuk ke ape ni..tp kdg2 ase annoying sgt ngm dia 2..well, we from same village(village ok?), dk kt klate 2 je pn..make budu,kecek klate..dulu mase kt kindergarten,kami sllu blik sme2..yela alang2 daddy aku fetch aku,dia tumpang la sekaki..lunch kt umah aku..make budu je pn...ooo,skg ko da besar pjg,ko poyo eh..dk kt machang 2 je pn nak ckp standard bm..lau ngm org len,xpe la..ni ngm aku..excuse me..aku yg dk london ni pn speaking ngm ko taw..(cheh,typing error london=s.alm), aku bkn nye nak dengki ngm ko pn..xjelez pn ko dpt ckp bm..aku ag hebat,klate,jawa,mandarin,urdu,spanish etc sume aku bole ckp..tp, ngm geng klate 2,speaking klate la jgk..aku bkn nye nk kenegerian ke ape ni,mslah nye..dia 2 byk mslh...da la ciap bagitaw kat member die kt uitm machang 2,dia org klang..weh..nak menipu pn agak2 la..org taw la ko 2 sape..wt malu org kg je..ye,aku taw ko selalu g klang, kl mse cti sk..tp lau stkat cti sk je..xkn la nak ckp ko org klang..dlm ic pn alamat kg je...aku yg sllu g newcastle pn xckp aku org newcastle..huhu..dah la weh,jgn la memalkan diri sendiri,aku taw je sume 2 wlaupun ko xckp kat aku..aku ade sumber bole dipercyai kat c2..

speaking of sumber aku 2..rindu plak kt dia..da lame xjpe..miss u all so much girls...yoe n khae..

urm..aku sebenar nya ni ade niat nak bkak bisnes,nak gk wt bisnes online,tp xreti plak..output 2 i.allah ade...cm ni ni weh..ade org nk bg suggesstion pape x?sebelum beta menutup majlis ni..jum layan sedikit pic ;)

mase g angkasapuri..hoho

we are besfrens

rindu kamu berdua

da jadi camni sbb xleh bergambar ngm dr fazli..waa..

mija's engagement..tergedik plak mase amk gambar

p/s: newcastle= kota bharu ;p

euwww

today, byk sgt things happened...and it's unforgetable(mybe juz for me)hehe..

but the worst one is sexual harassment..i xnak citer,but i think my friends yang baca entry ni mesti taw..poor to her...sabar k?pancit kan je motor physcho tuh..hehe

jum kite pancit kan same2 nak?

wah..benda cm ni laju je..huhu..

btw, i'm supposed to study OB now, but asyik lagha je beFB and Online.huhu(mira taw x lagha 2 ape?hehe...i hope u read dis..hehe,juz joking

rase cam nak gi dungun je..jauh x weh nam shah alam ni?teringin sgt nak g ni...waa..

p/s: ladies(or guys) kalau u all pernah terkena sexual harassment cm ni...jgn diam je..jgn biar kn je..pancit kan tayar motor/keta/lori or bas org tu... ;)

rindu..

hehe..sje je wat title rindu camtu

act i rindu sgt kt blog ni..

dah lame sgt xde post baru..

bz sgt..xsempat nak karang blog ;p

haha..padahal byk duk blogwalking

sampai blog sendiri terabai

huhu..

even i know bk nye nye ramai pun org baca blog ni, but i try to attract people to read dis blog..wahh azam ni..kalau azam nak dekan xpe la, ni sal blog plak..

btw i nak say thanks kt member i yg sudi baca blog ni..sori guys xhappenong langsung baca blog ni, but hope u all baca gk..haha.

recently, byk sgt konlik dalaman i which i supposed i can't tell it here..private

hehe..but, i xnak la blog i ni jadi tempat luahan perasaan pulak..asyik emo je..xbesh la..

got to go, ade slide kena ciap kn...pray 4 me..wink2

p/s: rindu nak blik kg..

assignment2X

first..

sekarang dlm mood nak siap kan assignment and presentation ni cepat2..i dah penat nak tunggu lama2 ag..
dalam tgh2 xcited nak wat assignment ni, tiba2 si dia wat hal pulak.. i don't know whether dia wat hal or it's just me yg terasa ngam dia..but i would like to stress here that THINK BEFORE TALK..when he did that to me, it's very hurt..very hurt..i wish if i can be sumone else.. i bkn nak manja2 or ape, but plez be understand how to i feel when u talk like that to me.. i know i shouldn't write sumthing like this..but i do not where can i express my feelings..i pun xnak jadi emo kat dlm blog ni..blog is not suppose to be tempat nak citer prob or watsoever..

mood: tired + sad+hungry

:'(

my weekend

remember i promised that i will tell bout things i spent all my weekend..

friday

me and nad went to midvalley juz to watch Alice in Wonderland in 3D*semangat nak tgk dlm 3 D ni*

after class,we rushed to midvalley..hope to get 4pm show time, but we took 6.30 pm show..

da la dk kt seat depan..the overall mveee is juz nice...but pening ckit 3D kn..we back home on 10.30 pm..what a tiring day..

Saturday..

nad's sis come s.alm and we went to wong solo, an indonesian restaurant which serve indonesian food..and it's at Ampang..we went to Ampang with motorcycle..can u imagine it..one day kat atas motor je..punya la berkobar2 nak mkn kt wong solo ni..but..dah sampai kat wongsolo, hujan plak and the service is very bad..da la lambat pastu yang we all order pn sampai lambat, ok..i assume staff xckup..but..mase we smpai sana, xramai pn org lagi..so, it supposed the service will be faster..terus hilang appetite i nak makan..the food was superb..but the service is poor..

i should complaint this..

then, we go to i City at s.alm..punya la ramai org..families, couples, photographers sume ade nak enjoy scenery kt i City..

da macam ade pesta plak..hehe..

Sunday..

we went to plaza alam sentral sbb nak amk nad pnye hp and i pn nak beli mp3 for my lil sis..

tp we sempat ag main game kat level 3 and karaoke kt c2..hehe

we took 15 songs and sang all the songs together..wah,...asah bakat terpendam ni..

sampai naik serak tekak i..sore da jd cm ella..hehe..

well...dat's all for my weekend,mybe it not seem as busy as i mentioned earlier, but i really enjoy it..and 4 souvenier, i attach pur pic at i City :)

KuCar KaCir

whew!! my life arini sgt3 la miserable..why?

1)overslept n bgun kol 8.05 am today and 1st class is PSA 420(da coolest paper) hik2..coolest la sgt

2)pening2 lalat je g class td

3)kena mrh ngm org

4)sdeyu cuz..(xleh ckp,rahsia kerajaan)hik3

but..i know if sumthing like dis happen, it shows dat Allah sdg uji kita..uji i la 2..

so, whateva happen..kte kena smile je..

pg2 dah kena smile even kita rasa pg2 lagi dah xde mood..tp force jgk lips smile..

org tua2 ckp xbaik msm muka pg2, 6ti rezeki xmsuk..

cm pic kt ats 2 kn..kan comel lau smile je cm2

no feeling ;(

sgt penat skg ni..
ade byk nak cter ta nak type kt blog pn da xde daya..huhu
i'll tell everything when i have time k?
dat's my promise

jalan jalan

arini me and nad tgk movie My Name Khan


Thumbs up for dis movie..


ooo...i sampai nangis teresak esk bila tgk Shah Rukh Khan..isk isk


i'm not a big fan of Shah Rukh but his act was xcellent n i like it..hehe


after watch mvee, we juz walking around at sunway piramid


act it's our 1st time at sunway..:p


i rilly2 njoy da movie..n can't wait 2 see alice in wonderland in 3D..


haha


rilly hope can watch it tomorrow


sorry dear..


i knew u owez complaint when i go n see mvee, but i can't stand my self from not watching mvee..


hehe..


i miss him a lot now..


it juz like we dun see each other for years *padahal bru je jpe mse cti aritu*


gedik x?haha


sumtimes i fell guilty towards him when i can't be on his side when he need me..when he's in trouble..sori dear..


by da way..juz owez remember that i owez support u no matter wat k?

















p/s: i felt angry with sumone..grrr

1st entry

alhamdulillah..

akhir nya berjaya jgk wat blog ni..

huhu

biasa nya asyik baca org punya blog je..

harap2 6ti blog ni xde la kosong je..

i'll try to make my blog interesting..

insyallah..

by da way i'll start my blog with my pic 1st..

hehe

nak interframe ni..

tadaaaa